I have a friend (maybe she isn't a friend anymore) that hasn't spoken to me in many many years. Ok i take that back she did return a phone call this past summer but it was the first time in something like 7 years. We talked for a bit and then she had to go. She said she would call me that weekend. That was August of 2009 and I still haven't had a call back or even a email. I keep telling myself that she will someday return my call, email or show up on my doorstep. I don't seem to be able to let her go. About a year or so ago I had a dream that she showed up on my doorstep with her daughter and wanted to stay with me for awhile. I had a feeling this past weekend that, that still might happen. Why is it I can't let her go? It is me that is pushing this relationship and clearly she doesn't want it. Someone tell me why I can't let her go. It drives me nuts. I don't know why she stopped talking with me and if there was something I had done to make her want to stop.
Ok venting done.
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